God in our genocide

“What we need to do is pray harder.”—Juan O Savin

A minister once told me he doesn’t feel comfortable praying for people. I asked him why. He said if he’s asked to pray for someone who is sick, they sometimes get better, but sometimes they get worse, and sometimes they even die. I told him I’m going to move away from you right now and please, please don’t pray for me.

This isn’t God’s first genocide, but it may be His last. I’m not going to list them all chronological, but God was directly responsible for a few—read the old testament.

Our genocide seems to equal the one He created in Genesis 6:5-7. I like this tag. The date is my birthday.

I have a strong background in religion. Primarily the Christian faith. I did study comparative religion against the wishes of the church. They felt if you’re in the true religion why look anywhere else? Why study it? What’s the fear?

I converted to Christianity when I was 18. I stayed with one church a few years. I did it all, bible studies, prayer warrior chains, witnessing God’s love and on and on. One day I kind of woke up and realized everyone was a hypocrite including me.

I then went to one of these mega churches. This rocked. Incredible sound system, professional singers and more. It was like going to a concert and the cost was whatever you had in your wallet, but it was all God’s so you really should put it all in the offering bag, or plate, gunny sack anyway.

Everyone adored the pastor and he adored himself. I didn’t adore the pastor. I thought he was a complete phony, but the music was good. I’m still playing hypocrite here.

The pastor like to preach against homosexuals. He would cast them into hell every fucking chance he got, fully supported with scripture verses. He could zing those out. Turn your bible to this page and then that page. A lot of, “amens,” from the congregation.

Well, it turns out Pastor Bob had a thing for male penises. He liked them and couldn’t resist extending a discreet hand to your crotch when no one was around.

Another fucking hypocrite Christian church with a congregration of 5,000. Their monthly tithes equaled about $2 million dollars. I left and went to another church and a similar sexual event happened. The pastor was fucking numerous married women in the congregation. You talk about blowing up a church these pastors knew how to do it. Men would stand up during his sermon, point at the pastor and shout, “You’re having sex with my wife.” The pastor would say, “Let’s all bow our heads in prayer.” I turned to my wife and asked, “Are you fucking him too?” She nodded no. I left the church and never went back.

After I was out of the church I was following a breaking church scandal on a new mega church. It was the same size as sexually deviant Pastor Moreheads church 5,000 people.

Here’s what this pastor did. He wrote a Christian book. He really wanted it to be a New York Times bestseller. He had a plan to get it there. He prayed about it. He then implemented the plan. The plan was he would take money from the weekly offerings and buy thousands of his own book. Keep buying weekly until the sales reached number one on the New York Times best seller.

I think he was storing these books in a rented building and someone in the congregation found out. They called him out on it, God too. He fought back, then was labeled a bully pastor.

Long story short he resigned or was thrown out in disgrace probably moved and started another church with a church pension just like, grab your dick pastor Bob Moorehead did. I had it with religion, but not with God. I gave organized religion a good chance—10 years. It failed me and God too.

I talked to God. I said I’ve had it with religion. God said He is done too. I told God to just bonk me on the head when I sin. God said He wasn’t going to do that. He said the reason I’m here was to explore sin, study it. He said as an eternal conscious energy source where I came from there was no sin, no evil. It doesn’t exist there. Then how did I ever have any fun there? He went on, The evil is really only here in the third and lower fourth dimensions. Good info. Another place to avoid after I get out of here.

To all who think we can pray our way out of this genocide it ain’t gonna happen. God would rather murder all of us then help us out of this. This is our own fault. Our own stupidity, and there is no God that has ever blessed the United States now or ever. I can easily prove this, and I will in another post. You do know almost every president was a Freemason.

God’s wrath against us might go back to the days when we first brought over child slaves. White child slaves. We built churches and forced them to go to church. If they were too tired, or didn’t want to you just kill them.

When we weren’t working children into the grave picking tobacco we went out and slaughtered Indians for fun. They are savages. They deserve it.

Later the white man stole the Native’s land and created a genocide. They had a real good plan too. Wait until just before harvest season and then go and burn down all of their crops. Food needed to get through the winter. Men, women and children starved to death. God watched.

The church was very much against stealing. “Thou shall not steal.” Yet that’s all they did was steal. God watched.

In our genocide I read many Substack posts from Christians praying to God to save us. Us your servants God. Save us from our enemy, Lucifer and his demons in this genocide.

 In my conversations with universe, source, God, the message I get back is, “SAVE YOURSELF.” I think our prayers at this point are a constant irritant to an omnipotent God. They also don’t allow us to seek any other option.

Since my big event six years ago I’ve had to deal with numerous encounters with demonic entities. I was once told that I had an encounter with the big cheese himself. Imagine that, little old me and Satan engaged in a discussion / encounter. I wish my human conscious mind could have been in attendance. I could then provide you with all the details. I do have an audio file that supports the claim otherwise I’d never even mention it.

Here’s how I see humanity’s problem in dealing with negative forces, they need intervention. They need to invoke the name of another being to save them. That’s false. Remembering back to what God said to me, “Save yourself.” He didn’t tell me to pray to him, gather others to join in, unite churches in group prayers, He said, “Save yourself.”

After my spirit awakening demons came. A lot of them. What was I to do? Who am I to call to save me? One of my first encounters went like this. I’m lying in my bed around 5am. I’m awake and the room is dark. I’m meditating. A dark presence engulfs me. It feels like a blanket on me and we’re nose to nose. My eyes are closed. I’m thinking, holy fucking shit what is this thing? I speak first using telepathy. “What are you doing here?”

“I’ve never seen one like you before. I thought I’d come down and take a look.” What does it mean it has never seen one like me before? What is it referring to? It continues on, “You may even be more powerful than me. Would you like to find out?”

Now there is a direct challenge to me. It now feels like we are two gunslingers staring each other down. Waiting for the other to flinch. A visual scene enters into my head, loud noise, wind, rain, destruction, earthquakes, lightening, tidal waves and I respond, “I’m not interested at this time in any kind of challenge with you.” I then feel this presence lift off me. As it lifts off it starts to laugh and says, “Okay. I might be back.”

This happened just weeks after the event. I’m thinking oh my god, is this what I have to look forward to now. An angelic voice enters my head. “Well done Mike. That entity had never had anyone stand up to it the way you did.”

“What the fuck are you talking about? I hardly stood up to that entity. I was scared shitless. I felt that if I flinched just the slightest I’d be dead.”

“The entity did not perceive it as you did. The entity thought you held your ground. You showed no fear. It felt as if you were going to accept the challenge. It too saw the same destruction that you seen.”

“So what you are saying is I bluffed my way out of an encounter with a powerful entity.”

“You didn’t bluff Mike. It won’t ever return.”

So, I’d say my first encounter with a negative entity ended in a draw. The angel believes I won.

I had numerous battles with demons after this. Each battle they lost. Each battle I learned something about them. It got to be where the demonic entities would not come near me. They would only curse out at me from a distance. I have many stories on this and some are on my bus.

Here's the main lesson I learned. They, demons, including Satan are a lower life form. They have no dominion over us, we have it over them. Stupid human groups give them dominion like secret societies groups of which include most world leaders and elitists. They are stupid.

There’s also the evil WEF that are of the same mind set along with the Catholic church and other churches and it infiltrates into all of our society. God watched—watched us allow it. Now we are in the final battle. How will we do? God is watching, but not listening to our prayers.

 My opinion may not be very popular with people connected to a religion but I’m not going to be shy about it now. How does that help anyone. Let’s let God judge me, or you can.

One more thing. Don’t listen to anyone telling you to hold the line. We aren’t holding anything. Let our enemy hold the line and we’ll stomp all over them. You are far more powerful than our enemy.  

“Who will save your soul if you won’t save your own.”